Hm.. What shoud i say here. About my feelings, the worlds seems like turning upside down right now. Nothing was going well. Everything just happen in a reverse way. I can say it feels like dying. In chinese say 生不如死. Although i had failed many times but for me this time seriously was the most serious one. Sometimes i will think is this a joke for me? Because my 21st birthday coming soon next month or maybe You will give me a big surprise soon. But i know it wont happen. That's my stupidity i can say. Haha! Im stupid. Funny! But its really over Man! Maybe time will be the best medicine for me. Of course when time goes on, i will feel much better. Yea its right but for now, time is not the medicine anymore. Phew.. It's hard to type anything now. To all my lovely readers, sorry to say that i wont do blogging anymore because of some factors. Maybe i wont blog for a while or maybe forever. Depends on the my recover rates. Oh ya! To "You", honestly i didn't hate u. And i still feel like wanna be your friend. So i think i still have the chance to be your friend ba? Okay. Stop! I think that's all i wanna say here. THE END.
